Sunday, September 2, 2012

What the #$% did I get myself into???


My hesitation for Singapore finally became clear during our last day of orientation when we had a panel discussion about censorship and met with a police officer to talk about Singapore laws.  I moved from San Francisco, one of the most progressive cities in the United States.  In Singapore, I feel like I stepped back into time to a place where discrimination against homosexuality and selected culture groups is the norm.  I guess I could go to some parts of the United States and feel the same way, but the way people are casually upfront about it is slightly disturbing.  Weather direct discrimination verses indirect discrimination is better could be debated.  Either way, I continue to remind myself that this is not my country and I am a foreigner.  I may not understand Singapore culture, but I need to respect it, because I chose to live here. I can’t have an intellectual discourse about anything until I know a lot more about it and my 3 or 4 weeks here, doesn’t exactly earn me that privilege yet.  I can say that there is no way I would have ever picked Singapore as a place to live on my own and at this point I don’t see myself staying here after graduation.  Although I can’t say that all Singaporean laws are too strict because it’s one of the safest and cleanest places to live in the world.

However, while some Singapore censorship seem to culturally suppress freedom of speech, were reassured by our faculty and staff that NYU Tisch Asia is a censorship free zone.  During the 2nd day of orientation, we got to speak to and introduce ourselves to the film department faculty.  Wendy Bednarz, one of the 1st year faculty members took us through an overview of what our first year would consist of.  There are a number of things that she said during her talk that really resonated with me.
1.  Use your energy for positive things
2. Figure out what your resources are.
3.  Be brave enough to make mistake
4. Time management is really important